人得自知，既然没种去死，那就找点乐子活下去。

记得有一天，经过一个施工的工地，就在那暖洋洋的阳光下，一群打工的民工，穿着破烂的衣服，就那么随随便便的，面对蓝天躺在地上，睡着的和没有睡着的，单纯的笑容是发自心灵深处的那种，明亮而璀璨。突然间我就被那快乐所感染了.... 再看看那些人，他们活着，他们没有时间去多愁善感，他们爱着，他们却不懂怎么诠释爱情，他们满足着,因为他们没有奢望生活过多的给予，他们简单着，他们不用在人前掩饰什么。 他们也许连幸福是什么都不知道，然而真正快乐的却就是这么一群简单的人。 现在我明白了：之所以不快乐，就是因为不能够活得单纯；其实，不要去放刻意追求什么，不要向生命去索取什么，不要为了什么去给自己塑造形象,其实，简单本身就是一种幸福。

Recently really been dissapointed by one fo my closed frens...we used to be closed as bestfrens. But now its seems like thing are different. We no longer having a conversation as last time... Its been hard to having a conversation like we used to be .... I been wondering...y like this ? Does people change whn time goes by ? or izzit i the one thats changing ? does friendship will always stay 4ever ? when u living in diff circle or places...did thats kind bond u having before will change ? will its become closer or opposite way !!! Or just i the one feeling sensitive ? maybe thing are still the same....just the way i look & feel different already ? not so sure...confuse !!! Keep having a difficulties in connecting with others...turn up ppls always make me dissapointed... make me sad..am i the one hoping too much ? asking too much ? i try my best to be open...but its always turn up i moving bck further more while i make a step .... when all this will getting better ? or as in no...

Recently ....really feeling vry down....totally with unhappy mood. Its seems...do wht also not gonna make me feel better. Reaching same points of life which my ms frens "eva" told me its like the end...she advised me to take a break...make some dreams...have so plans to look forward too...den everthing will be fine again... Really ? its just that simple ? But y after this all years...i kinda have the feelings tats...i keep moving on at the same circle...round & round....whrs i think i already done my best ...yet some'day i realise...i stucked again...with the same feeling...no way out... hopeless. But , i still taking "eva" advised...to give myself a break. So i drived out frm home...without any plan to go anywhere....dunno how long its will take....totally unplanned break. Out withtout getting any permision frm my parents...which i know will make them unhappy...but ist just feel like i need to do this is this way...i'm sorry daddy & mummy & si...

Not really sure whn Blogging seems to be the new style of diaries...alot ppl having their own blog to write...loading pictures...telling story...sharing something in their daily routine life among frens ...maybe some sharing with strangers... I also didnt quite sure...when i becoming a blogger...but its just started. I not sure who had viewing my blog before ...maybe my frens ...or maybe someone thats i dont know...But i dun really cares much...blogging is just the place thats i can write something ..blow out the thing thats stucked in my minds...or whtever i felt like showing or posted in here. To me ...my blog is my own small small worlds...which i totally under my own control...happy ..sad...angry ...pretty...ugly ...frustated ...or whtever...its depends on myself...i dun need really care about wht gonna happen next ...dun need cares about wht will happen towards the thing i said here...is totally free...i can be myself & do whtever i want. i like this feeling most... But i ...

那年的旅行，在我們身上留下了印記。一些在眉梢，一些在肩頭，我的眼角畫出了你的皺紋，而歲月走在我們的手心。我喜歡你走在我前面的樣子，輕盈、巧影，不受束禁。難得回頭的一抹笑容，就是天邊稍縱即逝的晚霞了。

Life @ kelantan Saturday, April 4, 2009 at 4:30pm Edit Note Delete Its almost 3 month since i moving bck here.... till todate , i still strullgling to get used to lifestyle at here.But , good and bad always come opposite way...although alots thing i still cant manage to get used too...life at here is more cheerfull, relaxing compared to living at SG.The BAD ~ The Good@ SG, i have bunch of frens to meet up after working time. We makan, shooping , etc ...& all of this activities cost $$..@ here i go home everyday after my work , coz no frens ...so its kinda save $$ ...:)~@ SG , i have to take public xport everyday b4 & after work...which i think is GOOD ...coz i can just relax ..either sleep, reading or play game to pass the time. So i can make use the journey time wisely.@ here , i have to drived to work everyday ...which almost 60km/day...its tiringggg...i miss SG bus & MRT...@SG, i have to settle my 3 meals everyday, mostly i getting sick with outside food which lead t...

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