tired.......

Did u ever felt so so tired in ur life...not only mentaly...phisycally...everything seems to be so hard & difficult...not in the mood to do anything at all. Just wanna sleep over for a long long long time...and whn the time wake up...everything is settled. Life is the way u want its to be...how's good is thats !

I been so tired lately...dun have any strenght to do anything...feel like dead...

Life always been so hard...i think for everyone also ..not only me...
I guess i just tired & lonely .... sometimes..at a point of ur life...when u so tired...need a break ..u have to stop...but at the time ..u realise...u got nothing !!! i always work hard to gain wht i am today...but i guess not working hard enuff.

Always admired those ppl thats have a good life phase...whr they always got good families thats always care & support ...good frens thats always around....good companion thats always can rely on.... Am' I not good enuff to have all this also ??? i really dont know ...maybe i always seems to be the tough one...so ppl just always think i'm ok...which i'm NOT.

Just hope thats someday ..sometime...there will the one thats i can hanging on...can let me rested whn i'm really tired...can help me settled the thing whn is hard to me to settled. God ..pls let me have the kind of person in my life too...i just so tired always been ALONE.

30.11.09    11.55pm